okay i dont know wtf happened with my old posts in august .___. i can still see them when i click 'edit posts' but theyre not appearing when i click view blog.
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mmkay anyway i had physio again today with that heart-throbbing australian physiotherapist omg it was so stressful everytime he flashed that brilliant smile at me added on with the steel blue eyes. the last time i went for physio i was on the exercising equipment, seated down. My legs were raised up, feet on the metal thing i was supposed to push against horizontally. i held onto the sides of the seat for support, and since i went there after school so i had no choice but to take off my skirt(it got in the way) so it was just the school blouse and pe shorts- it always gives me the i-just-got-out-of-bed feel.
so when this physiotherapist helped me adjust the weights that i had to lift by pushing my feet against the metal platform, he leaned across me to do so. the weights connected to the exercise equipment were on my right and he was on my left.
just then, he dropped his pen beside the weights. "oops," he said.
he leaned further down and stretched even harder so that he could get his pen. that was when his upper body pushed hard against my thighs as he struggled to reach it. my grip on the seat tightened as i unconsciously stopped breathing. i couldnt put my legs down because there wasnt any space and if i tried anyway my knees wouldve hit the left side of his body and pushed him even closer to me.
i could smell his scent, the material of his shirt brushing against my skin, the warmth of his chest against my thighs.
how often do you get a guy's chest against your bare thighs?
IT WAS FRICKIN EMBARRASSING OKAYYY?!?! i dont even
recall how his chest felt, just that it was
warm; my brain was too busy making me burn from embarrassment.
shit.i.should.have.focused.more.on.how.his.chest.felt LOLOLOL
i could see... us from the mirror on the wall in front. the way we were positioned in relation to each other simply looked really... wrong.
when he finally
FINALLY
established a grip on his pen, he moved backwards with his back still bent so that his head wouldnt hit the equipment above. that was when i felt his breath tickle my thighs as he breathed out- that was how close his face was to me. i swallowed hard and hoped he couldnt hear it.
when he stood up properly at last, he apologised, probably partially because of the awkwardness.
so there s one thing i can conclude from physio, and i ll be really honest here: it gets really, really sexual sometimes.
even if you dont think sick easily, trust me- it WILL get to you. cuz theres alot of physical contact there. the other problem is that the physiotherapists there are all from australia/US/canada etc, so theyre all really good-looking, the females as well. today i saw a doctor who looks like ms sloan and i was like o__o
after that he taught me how to sit down cross-legged properly, and it felt almost ninja-ish that i laughed. cuz i had to copy what he did, and we sat down together facing each other on the mat.
then there was another knee-strengthening exercise where i had to slide up and down against the wall with my legs wide apart @__@.
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that was what happened at physio the last time.
today was another round of awkwardness and embarrassment but it s 2am now and im forced to sleep =..=
will type it out another time if i feel like it.
gnight~
I'm lauging at how weird it sounds. like, don't look at the dance when you hear the song and it sounds like a death song....so creepy... and I can't stop laughing!! LOL! Thank you!
max shouting part at 4:30 til 4:40 sound like a demon roaring.
hahahahaahahaaha