We re just at the beginning of the 3rd week of school but it feels like it s been years.
Well, nevermind the duration of 2 weeks. It seems that alot of things have happenned.
New experiences, new teachers, new year, new resolutions....
And yet....
Old feelings, old bitches and old overdue holiday homework still remain.
You know what sucks the most?
Old feelings.
It s the same answer every year. Doesnt change.
Sometimes I really feel exasperated. In one day, just because of ~, i can feel happy one hour and emo the next. All he needs to do is one simple action and my emotions are taken for a ride.
Sec 1 was an emotional rollercoaster year anyway... Im wondering if this year's gonna be worser.
Well everyday since 2 weeks back, stuff's been happenning. always does. and i feel like posting. but i dont have my TPC and i dont have enough time to wait for my aunt s computer to start up on weekdays....
yeah.
but anyway, i shall just go through some of the stuff today... for the sake of the future. Have you tried reading those really old blog entries of yours??? If you have, i think you ll get my drift.
my p5-ish blog entries seem really alien to me now... even the english style is diff. but it s kinda nostalgic.
i was reading some old posts awhile ago and came across the picture of a sweater that i posted. the one that s black and says marthur farker XD that was epic.
ok anyway, back to today s stuff.
-we had history test. could hear mrt's voice throughout the whole period of the tests from the next class, and his voice kept scattering my thoughts. @_@ and that day during math test was lao shi's voice @_@
-ms ang(PE cher) is one helluva direct. she was teaching us how to use the gym machines to prevent us from getting tummies, jiggling underarms and.... sagging breasts. but she s hilarious. AND HAS LEG MUSCLES. DAM COOL.
-mrt walked past the gym.
-managed to survive through lit.
-math(taught by ms shakina) was the usual salad mass of map scales and proportions. today's the first time i asked ms shakina a question XD took me some courage. it was different with mr tan. it was really funny LOL. everytime after he asks a math question and someone raises up her hand, he thinks the person's gonna answer the question. but it always ends up that the student just wants to go toilet XD then he ll put on the sian face.
-sci seemed to last forever.... and now theres lotsa chemical shit to remember.
-after that we stayed back for OM with ms sloan.at first it was kinda strange but we broke the ice after that. our discussion had power man.
-saw mrt going somewhere with the sian look.
-saw mrt coming back with the sian look.
(lourdesu i give you the exact details one day :3)
-saw lao shi going to toilet with a not sian look.
-okay then at about 5ish we went home. i was at the bus stop waiting for 111 when cherry came along and she was like I DAM HUNGRYYYY then i was like okay lor we go cmmnwealth there eat la. talked about lotsa stuff over dinner... as well as primary school guys XD they seem really distant now. i told cherry about HIM but she doesnt know who HE is.... hahah. as in the crescent HE.
-saw mohmoh LOL i was like WDFXC when she piak my shoulder. then she was like you look sexier now then i quickly change subject to 'eh you know that day when you came to my house and i was sleeping...' LOL. it was a succesful subject change :3 then mohmoh told me SF kept talking abt me when she bumped into him. then mohmoh was like ' i think he likes you' then i was like LOL WTF NEVER. so in turn for this strange piece of SF stuff, i told her about zoom.
she choked on her fries.
forgot to talk to her about her joon :3
she looks so different now. maybe we all do. it s really strange. like you dont know the person outside but you know em inside.
-then i went to visit yullen and sat with her til 7-ish while doing my hwk. i guess she wanted attention LOL while i was drawing she kept putting her paw on my paper and bag. halfway through this woman came and sat near me and gave yullen some food. then the woman was like youre from crescent? i was like yeah and she told me she was an ex-crescentian too... back when crescent was called that Alexandra estate thing. then after that i went home with some cat hairs stuck on me. emmartee's been gone forawhile.
im gonna watch out for yullen. shes been scratching her ear lately. im really scared that it s ear mite infestation.... like cocoa's case. his ears have started to bleed due to the infestation.... but i cant help in any way... i feel so helpless. lourdesu... cocoa- he seems really dead nowadays. you notice????
i hate feeling helpless.
my heart aches almot everyday nowadays.
mostly it s cause of him.
but sometimes...
it s just the sheer depression of being helpless.
the complete hayao miyazaki collection. got ponyo sommore(top right) =..=
