PageOne zxc

Heh wing Id promised to show you how Pageone looks like... Well actually photography isnt allowed in there so i had to be content taking picts of the surroundings.... So this is harbourfront.


That s sentosa on the opposite shore. Last time when the rollercoaster in Universal Studios was still operating youd be able to see it from Vivocity(the mall pageone is in) on clear days.



the-person-you-know-who-went-with-me-to-pageone and myself. XD


These are... books. LOL wtf was i supposed to say?

Nice view from the bookstore as Id said XD

This is what you ll see on top of Vivo. How should I explain it XD

Well... Yeah.

That day she (i cant say her name or she ll kill meh T.T) and i went to pageone we were flipping through psychology books that help you tell:

-whether this person is interested in you

-whether this person is lying.

-whether this person cant stand you

oh yeah and while i was going through these books... HE was on my mind the whole time. Right, the-person-who-doesnt-wish-to-be-named?

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why does this vocaloid song remind me of some chinese poem @_@
hover over the vid for titles ^..^


by the way lourdes... I NOW HAVE AN IMAGINARY CAT NAMED EMMARTEE. HE HAS BROWN-WHITE FUR AND HAS A NICE LONG TAIL THAT HE LIKES TO SMACK ME WITH.
IF YOU THINK ABOUT EMMARTEE'S NAME HARD ENOUGH YOU LL SEE THE TRUE WORD HIDDEN BEHIND IT XD

...

-kamineko

Some stuffffe

ripped off from L's blog XD

this is by miku- Truth and lies

oh and the following is a nice anime you should watch... to bad the whole anime is only 15 mins long XD

the youtube clip for the anime im posting here is 10 mins only, so you can go look for the last 5 mins of it if you like the anime XD

ripped it off L's blog too XD

[Animatrix: Beyond]

Love Disease by ruka. halfway through when they show ruka whole was quite scary cause at the starting they only zoomed in to a part of her face and hands XD

Music Box of Time also by Luka XD

Video spazzm.

another really humorous raywilliamjohnson vid.... though maybe slightly creepy for ya. DO WATCH IT. ESP, YOU, LOURDES XD. you havent watched his vids before yet, right??

ok so the following is another one of my vocaloid catches.

english translation:

Christmas trees decorating the town
People passing by me seem to be having fun...
"Let's go home together." As I repeated what you had said,
A little black cat meowed like he was comforting me

I don't know how special today is
But I feel a tightening in my chest
The neon lights I'm looking at are blurry

"Merry Christmas"
I mumbled to myself and saw my white breath
Under the gray sky I'm standing frozen without a word

In the room all alone I seek you on the bed
I hold tight the sheets so that I can smell you a bit

"It'll take a little more time...I'm sorry."
At the moment I saw your text,
All letters on the screen became blurry

"Father Christmas, where are you?"
I mumbled to myself and saw my white breath
You know who you should put in my big stocking

The sound of the door opening
The familiar sound of shoes
I dashed without thinking

Through the cold coat I could feel your warmth
I won't let go of you even if you ask

"Merry Christmas"
The candle we lighted is gradually burning
As our night silently goes on

Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas

This post is for wing ~~~

I seemed to be suffering from an excess number of brain cells again, so this morning I sat down and let my brain cells run around in my brain. And this is what i imagined for you, Wing. The scenery in my imagination does not exist in real life XD

Dont worry nothing sick :D


-mrl comes into class after school...-

MRL: Chan Qing... May i talk to you for a moment...



CQ: Er, sure.

-classmates whistle-


-mrl and you gives them the look-

CQ: I dont think we can talk here.


MRL: Neither do I.



CQ: How bout we go to the cafe at the corner of the avenue?


MRL: okay let s go.


-there is silence as you both walk there. Thank god it s only a 5 mins walk to save you the awkwardness.-

-at the cafe, mrl pulls out the chair for you to sit down. You gracefully take your seat and give a dry cough.-



MRL: look... There s something really important I have to say.


-You look him straight in the eye, clasping your hands together to hide your nervousness.-


CQ: Okay...



-mrl glances up at you before he looks back down at the table-



MRL: Actually... I'm....


-he shifts uncomfortably-

-your shoulders stiffen-



CQ: Yes????



MRL: I'm....

-he sighs-

















MRL: Chan Qing... I'm your uncle.

Sun-day

I realised my library books were due yesterday, so i rushed down to the library to return them (sorry Lourdes IF ONLY YOU WERENT IN MALAYSIA. I DONT KNOW WHY I MISS YOU AHAHAHA. Realised we actually talk quite alot o.O).

So i brought my TPC along and did some haku vocaloid fanart there. Havent started on her skin yet :/ I totally forgot how her eyes looked like and what their colour was so i drew from my own creation of her. And i changed her greyish hair colour to some firey mix of orange, red and yellow, so it looks a bit er, strange right now.
{preview}

~

My brother didnt come last weekend. Oh well, I cant stop him from not coming.


Priscilla, he really really really looks like Dylan.
One day I shall get them to stand tgt and take a cute pict with both of the guys having a -wtf- look on their faces XD

-kamineko

[christmas is cominggg!!! ive always liked christmas.]

[too bad it doesnt snow here.]

[but somehow]

[it feels that my aunt s gonna screw up all my happy-fluffy-nostalgic feeling about christmas...]

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this song is by one of the vocaloids, Haku. Though im not a fan of the song itself(not my style), the storyline is very good. And i like the drawings as well.

Watch it :3

Out-ing

My gramps was admitted to hospital recently, so aunt m and aunt c were on leave.
I didnt visit my gramps though, only my aunts did, because my gramps failed to recognize me 3 years back and it has been that way ever since.
I dont think he can recognize my cousins either :/

Oh well anyway, after my aunts visited the hospital, they drove back and picked my gran and me out for dinner.

We were towards the end of our meal and i was sipping my mango crushed ice yakult while we were talking.


Aunt C: Ya so you must make use of your tuition teacher. Ask him those questions that you dont how to do. $80 per month is money okay...

Aunt M: But he treated you to mcdonalds right?? -looks at me-

Me: Huh? -confused for the moment-

Aunt C: No la that one is her school math teacher.

Me: -thinking: oh shit dont talk about mr tan again la walao... WHY EVERYONE SO OBSESSED WITH HIM AH?!-

Aunt M: Ohh. What s your school math teacher's name?

Me: -chokes on drink and coughs - Er, Mr Tan. Tan Yew Hock.

Aunt M: I see... He seems nice... -smiles-

Me: -raises eyebrows- Er I shall go to the toilet now. -avoid topic XD-


-kamineko

[why cant i have peaceful dinners without the mentioning of some random cher?!?!?!]

Visite

I was playing RKR with zheng tian and other online players today.

I met this guy.

He s 13.

From Singapore.

He s Chinese.

He s from St Andrew's Sec(all male sch).

He s Christian.



HE WAS NICE AND I WANTED TO ADD HIM ON GARENA AND WE AGREED TO EXCHANGE FB INFO AFTER THAT BUT SOMETHING SCREWED UP

and i lost him.

I played about 10 rounds of RKR with him, and he saved me alot when id died.

I got all of the above info about him when another player asked me for my age when i mentioned i was a girl.

And I said my age is under 14.

Then the St Andr. guy was like "O.o im 13."

Then i was like "god, same."

"whd sch u frm??" i asked.

"st andrew sec"

"you?"

"crescent" i laughed. he must be thinking y i frm crescent play warcraft XD

"wa"

haha that was how it began but he was nice even before he knew i was a girl.

It s hard to make friends. Therefore we have to treasure them.

That s why i felt like killing myself when i lost the internet connection and couldnt find him anymore. Grr.

Will post about what my bro bought for me at AFA soon XD since theres nothing else i can post about anyway.


-kamineko

FG568

(DONT WATCH FIRST. read the postt for explanations XD)

WHen I heard that my brother was coming this Sat, my heart FLEW.

I havent seen him since Feb this year. Anyway, he s bringing the warcraft disc FINALLY. Then i can play run kitty run[also known as rkr](watch vid above) with him and Zheng Tian(haha pris dont jealous :P).

I tried to look for a better video(without lame comments) and the Numb version(the one above is the Cascada one), but couldnt find any.

The main aim of rkr is to reach the centre of the game map, without crashing into any dogs(cause youll die and you can only be revived by other players who are not dead). The guy in the vid above solo-ed it, so if he died, the game ends, cause there are no other players.

Watch the vid.

May be a bit boring for people who dont go warcrafting, but for me, i can watch such vids for an hour.

Hehe.

Will post again soon.

-kamineko

(have i actually posted rkr vids here before??? XD)

x4-51: Dragonica Craze

I dont know how to describe this. After you read these symptoms, tell me if Im addicted to Dragonica:

-Im on Drago for about 7 hours per day on weekdays.
-I ll feel strange if I dont play Drago for a day, but I will have no urge to actually go and launch Drago and start playing it.
-I feel sian when Im playing Drago.
-But i also feel thrilled when Im playing Drago.
-After I stop playing Drago for the day, i feel strange unfulfilled zoned out unrealistic.

The last one was bullshit.
Still I cant figure out if Im addicted.
Pris you should try out Drago. It s kinda like maple, but with somewhat cooler moves and graphics.

~

Just awhile ago I kinda thought of how often I used to play badminton last time with Xiaoxiao, Renee, Charles, Clarissa and some random malay boy who was 3 heads shorter than I was.

And at that memory I remembered how Charles used to call me.
He d call "Kris!"
I pondered on whether it sounded like "Chris" or "Kris", but afterawhile the scale tipped towards the "Kris" side as I replayed his pronunciation of my name in my head.

But he didnt actually pronounce it as " Kris". He would say " Kreeeze."
He makes me sound like a slimebug.
I have no idea what slimebugs are.
Whatever it is, his pronunciation of my name sounds really.... Slimy.
Oh well.


-kamineko

{going back to drago naow}

{i shall blog about random stuff so this blog cant be considered dead}

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Okay so if youve noticed ive now got this great song on my blog, Waiting For The End by Linkin Park. XD

I'm in love.


With the song.



Ive always got this feeling that Linkin Park shot to fame because of their catchy tunes(some songs only), and their lyrics. Especially the lyrics.

Ive always felt that I could relate to their lyrics, and it feels as if the song understands me. I wonder if that s how linkin park's fans feel too?

I know im speaking bullshit but this is the only way i can describe it.
Nevertheless, Im still a linkin park fan.
I know i dont seem like a rock person.
Oh well.

So here s the song lyrics(the ones in italic) and my thoughts. Maybe on some lines you ll find that you and I have the same feelings for that line of lyrics. but sometimes my interpretation may differ from yours... XD



This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
[it never is the end, it never is the beginning. it s like the median period in your life and time just froze there.]

Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
[never really got this line of lyrics XD]

But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
[...]

Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
[ it s always like that... even the most convincing and reassuring words of comfort(or any other stuff) have this certain... emptiness and doubt in it.]

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
[i call it delusional confidence and hope... but im also holding onto something that seems highly invisble... it s something called feelings. for a special somebody. who d rather look at the sky than look at me... ha.]

Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
[ it s because it hurts and affects us so much that we let pain and fear climb over our heads. ]

Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all dissapear.
[that s somewhat like my attitude: everything = passing memory. 'until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear...']

Waiting for the end to come
[ive been waiting for the end to come ever since my brain was old enough to know its waiting for the end to come.]

Wishing I had strength to stand
[frankly, ive never had much confidence in me. it s true when they say that your skin gives you confidence. ive never said it out loud but... sometimes i just dont feel like i can hold my head up high even when im doing something as simple as walking on the road. i mean, just look at all my skin problems. dont try to comfort me on this; it never works.]

This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....
[my feelings for zoom was not what i had planned. it s out of my control. all that crapshit that freaking genes that make my skin the way it is now was not what i had planned. it s out of my control. everything is.]

Flying at the speed of light
[hah. this line fits mrt very well]

Thoughts were spinning in my head
[always did]

So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

[im not gonna say anything for this... but wing should understand deeply what meaning these lines have for me. dont you? priscilla and lourdes too, though your understanding will be considerably much less deep... ha. i really love these lines.]

I know what it takes to move on,
[a hell lot of crapshit. pain.]

I know how it feels to lie,
[alot more crapshit, alot more pain.]

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
[for something better of course.]

Holding on to what I haven't got
[i hold my imaginary reach on to things far beyond my reach. all the time.]

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
[i sit in rooms trying to forget the past. but im not so rich as to afford an empty room meant for stoning. ha. what a joke.]

This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...
[i wish it wasnt so too. but the thing was, it never started, so it never lasted. why the hell issit rhyming]

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
[I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
[zoom is that fire. i dont know what will happen. im scared to know what will happen. i ll become lifeless. dead. a zombie. a corpse. the world will go back to being black and white.]

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong

[oh god do i love this sentence]


All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on

And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

[ everytime i talk about zoom/family related things this is what happens. i love these lines too.]

So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
[i have no idea.]

The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!
[ i have ideas.]

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
Coz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all dissapear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

-kamineko

Made this AMV when i was kinda emo. If i can do more vids in a short period of time without losing the quality of a good AMV, id make a Youtube account and spam AMV's=.=

I DO NOT OWN THE SONG OR THE ANIMATION; JUST REARRANGED IT AS A FAN-MADE VIDEO.

Please watch and help me rate and comment T.T PLEASE pLeAsE PlEaSee..... This is the first successful AMV ive made that doesnt seem scrappy like my Angel Beats! one did.....

Best watched in fullscreen.

GH8910d

I dont like the way my blog posts all revolve around the guy who finishes tau sar paus in two bites.
But I did think about it.
If I didnt write about him, i wouldnt need to blog at all.
Which is strange, cause now whether I post or not seems dependent on mrt.

Anyway, I just started watching Hakuouki. I like the art, and the guys are hot. But it s quite dry for me, cause there hardly is any romance.
Well actually I just finished episode 3, so it s too soon to say, but in the anime, 3 episodes covered a few months in different eras so it feels long.

About the strange, strange saturday, im a bit reluctant to do part 2... Cause it s really tedious... But I know that if i dont record these memories somewhere i ll be losing them somewhere down the line.
And it s seldom that i get Epic happenings.

I cut my hair short. Didnt tie it up today when i went to school.

Saw lao shi and mdm kala today.

mdm kala: OH your hair is growing longer.
me: um, i just cut it...
mdm kala: ohhh.
me: er, haa....


lao shi: eh, ni de tou fa huan le [eh, your hairstyle changed]
me: ah.
lao shi: bu cuo leh... [not bad leh]
me: ah (smiles)

I forgot my thank you.

mrt didnt say naything about my hair, though i think i felt him blinking at it.
Here we go. Im talking about mrt again, and you reading about mrt makes ya feel excited(quote Lourdes) right?
LOL
I ll just continue talking about him then, because tomorrow is the last day he ll be my teacher for god knows how long.
He s a good teacher, you have to admit that. Want proof that im not bias? Approach Leanne, moe or mira, i asked them about mrt.

Moe: I WANT MRT
Me: (laughs) Sounds wrong. Cause he s nice right?
Moe: YA.. (hugs the table)

Leanne: Yeah he s an interesting teacher. I rather he teaches us next year. (i think you said something like that, sunflower-loving person)
Me: Yep.

Me: Do you think mrt is a nice teacher??
Mira: Ya he very nice lehh...

Okay, so at the end of math consultation today i immediately took out my black japanese songbook to destress, cause today the math practices were extremely draining and i didnt get enough sleep. I.NEEDED.TO.SING.

not that i thought mrt would bother if i sang or not.
but he did.
thank god i hadnt actually started singing, i was just staring at the lyrics.

MRT: what are you readinggg? -snatches songbook away-
Me: -shocked- Er, um, that s my japanese songbook and i er, er, ER, use it to destress...
MRT: hmm... -flips through songbook-
Me: -thinking WTF IS GOING ON?!- I-
MRT: Can you sing a song for me? -somewhat evil/playful smile?-
Me: Um I...
Cher Ting: sing!
-everyone stares at me expectantly-
Me: Nooo dowannn...
-suddenly people started pestering me to sing, and mrt stood in the corner, smirking.-
Me: PAEAN! SING WITH ME, SING WISH! BY SOWELU
Paean: NOOO!!!
Me: ASDFGHJKL!!
Cher Ting: Ya!
Me: Ya?
Some random people: Sing sing sing!
Me: FINE i ll sing, dam! But i need my phone, and the intro of the song is quite long (smiles)
MRT: Aiya then nevermind i need go already
Me: OKAY -yay!-

Just in case you dont know or forgot, mrt is the choir teacher-in-charge.
That only occurred to me after he left.
My eyes shifted onto the table.

What the hell is this... I thought.
Shit. Mrt's answer script!

"MR TANNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i screamed as i ran out of class, after him.
Geez so drama.
With his usual rocket-walking speed, he was already going to go down the rotunda stairs.

" MR TANNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!" i screamed again.
the seniors on the opposite block stared at me.
Whoops.

mrt finally turned around.
" YOUR ANSWER SCRIPTTTT!" i shouted from where i was, stopping.
I expected him to walk back.
But instead, he gestured to me to go to him.
Zzz.
Making a girl run toward him.
THAT IS NOT,
SO NOT,
gentlemanly.

When i got there, panting, he said "thanks," and walked off.
I sighed and went back to class to find sarah yew and cher ting rummaging through my stuff.

Walking forward, i prepared for war.

-kamineko