went out with my aunt today.
while we were eating i found it kinda quiet so i asked her about her love life.
could tell she was taken aback by my sudden question HAHAHA.
apparently she had 2 major boyfriends, out of about 10 casual ones. i cant imagine having 10 bf s. dont feel like im girlfriend material. but maybe 10 is a small number nowadays. it definitely is to some people. idk. apparently her first major bf's name was ronnie.
im sorry, but i laughed. it sounds like a conman's name xD
went out with moe that morning to prinsep place, spotted $100 on the floor but didnt pick it up due to fear of black magic on the notes. an aunty behind us enthusiastically grabbed it when we just walked past the money, gawking at it LOL. honestly, her eyes grew bigger at the sight of the $$$ and she smiled when she got the money in her hands. lol.
scrooge.
Tablemate Outing tmr! cant wait :p
Monday, November 14, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
eep. im sorry to confess that ive been stalking you on fb.
it s been a long time since i last saw you lol.
and it s been a long time since i last posted too.
big boy now already ah. haha i hate to admit this but youre pretty cute :p zhang da le.
eep.
wonder how youre doing.
you look out of it though.
wonder if they dragged you to the party.
or is it just part of your sian-ness
oh. nice shirt by the way.
it s been a long time since i last saw you lol.
and it s been a long time since i last posted too.
big boy now already ah. haha i hate to admit this but youre pretty cute :p zhang da le.
eep.
wonder how youre doing.
you look out of it though.
wonder if they dragged you to the party.
or is it just part of your sian-ness
oh. nice shirt by the way.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
results back on thursday.
i have reason to be worried.
what are we gonna do tmr then? rot?
grats to pris for doing extremely well in her exams this year :)
and i ll give you credits for your home ec, lourdes xD
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hmmm on thurs i have a course at suntec i think? it s at two, it s worth a few hundred dollars. and i cant skip school cuz script checking is on thurs. but i cant be late for it either. haiz. out of all days for things to clash.
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really want the holidays to come soon. it s been pretty nice these few weeks. rain almost everyday, and just about enough time to sit and look out of the window.
sometimes i wished i lived in a cottage or somewhere really high in new york or london. Like a high floor in an apartment block building. then when it rains i can sit at the window, gaze at the grey clouds above, watch the little raindrops spiral down to the ground.
watch the people below rushing around with colourful umbrellas and raincoats, watch the world turn a silent, cold, iron grey. see the puddles of water collect on the building-tops, the traffic lights flashing their three colours.
people gathering at traffic junctions waiting for the green man. Cozy roadside cafes warm with the promising scent of freshly-brewed coffee. Clothes flapping in the wind, slick with rain. The shadows across my face and my room that the raindrops flowing down my window create.
Maybe even sketch the city skyline until night arrives, cloaking the city. Watch the evening traffic, hear the faraway honks, letting my eyes trail on yet more people hurrying to get home in the downpour. The cars that speed by splash water as the tyres swiftly work on the roads.
Slowly, but surely, the lights come on, like fireflies across a dark meadow. People in their own houses, setting down their house keys upon the living room table with a clink. Hanging up damp umbrellas on coat racks. Mothers cooking dinner in their kitchens. The glint of metal pots and pans; the sound of water flowing down the pipes.
The lights at the bistro and cafes seem to intensify. People come and people go. Some hold takeaways, some warm their hands on a cup of warm coffee. The outdoor dining areas are empty, leaving only the tables, rain-slick, and chairs leaning upon them turned upside-down, dripping with water. Grannies hobble along the sidewalks. I hear the sound of a door clicking open; my neighbours are back. They talk about their day, but along with the sound of a faraway radio blaring, blends into the buzz of the background noise.
turning back to the window, i focus on the view outside. The late-night bars have begun to operate, their neon lights drawing weary people in. I see a flicker of candle flame within as the door opens and shuts. I see the trees in the park dance in the wind, shedding the occasional leaf. The streetlamps stand ramrod straight along the pavements, like lighthouses, shining dimly, little jars of light illuminating the road home. The moths wont be out tonight. I make a cup of hot cocoa and take a sip, pick up my guitar and begin to strum the beginnings of a song.
just me, the sound of falling rain and the muted city outside my window. no overly-bright lights.
bliss.
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i have reason to be worried.
what are we gonna do tmr then? rot?
grats to pris for doing extremely well in her exams this year :)
and i ll give you credits for your home ec, lourdes xD
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hmmm on thurs i have a course at suntec i think? it s at two, it s worth a few hundred dollars. and i cant skip school cuz script checking is on thurs. but i cant be late for it either. haiz. out of all days for things to clash.
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really want the holidays to come soon. it s been pretty nice these few weeks. rain almost everyday, and just about enough time to sit and look out of the window.
sometimes i wished i lived in a cottage or somewhere really high in new york or london. Like a high floor in an apartment block building. then when it rains i can sit at the window, gaze at the grey clouds above, watch the little raindrops spiral down to the ground.
watch the people below rushing around with colourful umbrellas and raincoats, watch the world turn a silent, cold, iron grey. see the puddles of water collect on the building-tops, the traffic lights flashing their three colours.
people gathering at traffic junctions waiting for the green man. Cozy roadside cafes warm with the promising scent of freshly-brewed coffee. Clothes flapping in the wind, slick with rain. The shadows across my face and my room that the raindrops flowing down my window create.
Maybe even sketch the city skyline until night arrives, cloaking the city. Watch the evening traffic, hear the faraway honks, letting my eyes trail on yet more people hurrying to get home in the downpour. The cars that speed by splash water as the tyres swiftly work on the roads.
Slowly, but surely, the lights come on, like fireflies across a dark meadow. People in their own houses, setting down their house keys upon the living room table with a clink. Hanging up damp umbrellas on coat racks. Mothers cooking dinner in their kitchens. The glint of metal pots and pans; the sound of water flowing down the pipes.
The lights at the bistro and cafes seem to intensify. People come and people go. Some hold takeaways, some warm their hands on a cup of warm coffee. The outdoor dining areas are empty, leaving only the tables, rain-slick, and chairs leaning upon them turned upside-down, dripping with water. Grannies hobble along the sidewalks. I hear the sound of a door clicking open; my neighbours are back. They talk about their day, but along with the sound of a faraway radio blaring, blends into the buzz of the background noise.
turning back to the window, i focus on the view outside. The late-night bars have begun to operate, their neon lights drawing weary people in. I see a flicker of candle flame within as the door opens and shuts. I see the trees in the park dance in the wind, shedding the occasional leaf. The streetlamps stand ramrod straight along the pavements, like lighthouses, shining dimly, little jars of light illuminating the road home. The moths wont be out tonight. I make a cup of hot cocoa and take a sip, pick up my guitar and begin to strum the beginnings of a song.
just me, the sound of falling rain and the muted city outside my window. no overly-bright lights.
bliss.
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Sunday, October 16, 2011
a bit of fluff
HAHA lourdes just wanted to show you. remeber this?
i remember we were at queenstown library when you took my student handbook and doodled on it. i think i was telling you about the houses in my school- the what bronte, keller, pankhurst stuff. anddd i uploaded this on instagram xD idk why it was so dark i tried retaking a few times .__.
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yay vivocity. THE SHOT LOOKS PROFESSIONAL RIGHT GAHAHA. I took it while my other aunt was getting out of her car. the sun was dramatic here :p OH GUYS OMG YAKNOW WHAT PAGEONE WILL BE CLOSING NEXT MARCH HOLY SH*T. cuz the rental @ vivo is too ex. aiya singapore everything also too ex derh... like what happened to boarders(or borders, however you spell) at wheelock place. i hope they relocate to somewhere i ll be able to frequent often. sigh... now when i go to vivo theres practically nothing to look forward to :/
HAHA IDK WHY THIS GOT 51 LIKES ON INSTAGRAM. unexpected. even some of my manga works dont get as many likes .__. i was actually gonna trash the paper with all the math workings on it but i decided to draw something on it and upload.... and wala. then i threw it away.
i like the way this one turned out. though the hand looks funny(as usual) it s not too bad. i actually got inspiration to draw this one from kit. she was sitting in class in that pose that i drew out. so i took out my pen, drew the pose, the expression, the hair, bg and all that. I kinda followed the house leader's shirt design. oh this was the day where cher ting kidnapped my phone and randomly chose people to text. she wanted to text cornelius and brandon LOL(out of all names you chose @__@) but i stopped her. so she decided to text lourdes and zecheng. i thought about it forawhile and decided it was okay.
well, she didnt like zc after a bit of texting him lol. sigh. first impressions.
some random pokemon cosplay i uploaded too. taken during cosfest. i quite like the wig and the hat for this one.
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now im downloading some game, it s 5GB tsk tsk. im getting it from a mirror site so im hoping it ll work. 5GB s freaking big, it s gonna take awhile to dl. i think most of us shulda heard of the game before.... if it works i will take screenshots. should be a good game. the graphics are quite nice.
k i need go shit now.
take care, kids.
i remember we were at queenstown library when you took my student handbook and doodled on it. i think i was telling you about the houses in my school- the what bronte, keller, pankhurst stuff. anddd i uploaded this on instagram xD idk why it was so dark i tried retaking a few times .__.
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yay vivocity. THE SHOT LOOKS PROFESSIONAL RIGHT GAHAHA. I took it while my other aunt was getting out of her car. the sun was dramatic here :p OH GUYS OMG YAKNOW WHAT PAGEONE WILL BE CLOSING NEXT MARCH HOLY SH*T. cuz the rental @ vivo is too ex. aiya singapore everything also too ex derh... like what happened to boarders(or borders, however you spell) at wheelock place. i hope they relocate to somewhere i ll be able to frequent often. sigh... now when i go to vivo theres practically nothing to look forward to :/
HAHA IDK WHY THIS GOT 51 LIKES ON INSTAGRAM. unexpected. even some of my manga works dont get as many likes .__. i was actually gonna trash the paper with all the math workings on it but i decided to draw something on it and upload.... and wala. then i threw it away.
i like the way this one turned out. though the hand looks funny(as usual) it s not too bad. i actually got inspiration to draw this one from kit. she was sitting in class in that pose that i drew out. so i took out my pen, drew the pose, the expression, the hair, bg and all that. I kinda followed the house leader's shirt design. oh this was the day where cher ting kidnapped my phone and randomly chose people to text. she wanted to text cornelius and brandon LOL(out of all names you chose @__@) but i stopped her. so she decided to text lourdes and zecheng. i thought about it forawhile and decided it was okay.
well, she didnt like zc after a bit of texting him lol. sigh. first impressions.
some random pokemon cosplay i uploaded too. taken during cosfest. i quite like the wig and the hat for this one.
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now im downloading some game, it s 5GB tsk tsk. im getting it from a mirror site so im hoping it ll work. 5GB s freaking big, it s gonna take awhile to dl. i think most of us shulda heard of the game before.... if it works i will take screenshots. should be a good game. the graphics are quite nice.
k i need go shit now.
take care, kids.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
HAHA IM BACK TROLOLOL
it feels good to be on the net again. sigh technology-obsessed generation :/
anyway ive decided not to change my blog URL. afterall it s never changed since the first time pris help me set it up... i wanna keep it that way. then again blogging seems to have lost it s shine for me, and theres practically not much time to blog, except maybe on holidays. i remember i blogged for a few times when my blog was set up then i stopped for about close to one whole year before i started again.
anyway this coming monday i was supposed to go to USS with my aunt but after taking the science and math papers i told her, "dont buy the tickets anymore; i dont deserve it" and she was like "okay. you sure?"
"yes."
she has freaking high expectations of me, i keep telling her im not academically inclined. I DONT LIKE STUDYING. she tells me to just try my best but i know shes expecting the best.
im sorry. i cant deliver the results you want to you. do you think it s that easy to get As for everything? Studies dont make up my whole world, you know. theres more to life than that. You say study hard to get a good job that pays well. Yeah sure if i want to be super rich maybe but i dont need some freaking high-flying job that pays me 50k per month. i just want happiness. to be content. all the money in the universe cant buy you that.
i ll be happy just to get a job that i enjoy doing with a salary enough to meet my needs, and extra to save and spend a little. im not the spending type, i know, so i wont go incurring debts and all that trash.
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ytd after math exam i went to isabelle goh's house with sarah c., cheryl and sua. we bought burger king to her house + durian puffs LOL. her house is dam nice @__@ then as we ate we watched The Proposal, it s a very nice movie that i'd watched before. after that goh left to collect her malay results at about 2:40; she got a B3 not bad LOL considering it s like her 3rd language. meanwhile chan, sua and i walked ard clementi mall. cheryl went back home. i went to check out the price of the sims @ comics conn- it s about $60 plus OMG WHY SO EXX. only the expansion packs are abt $20 D:
i really want to try playing omg. the fb one sucks.
anyway at about 3.30pm goh reached clementi mall, then we walked to the what cityvibe building beside the mall to karaoke. haha it felt dam sleazy omg and when you first walk in theres this alcohol-ly smell and all, it made me feel like going right out of there immediately but sua was already getting a room for us like a boss LOL.
we karaoked till about 6ish? all got sore throat LOL. there were some anime songs in the jap catergory but all the lyrics are in jap, not in romanization.
hmm after that goh and chan left for goh's house, apparently chan was staying at her house till 9pm+.
sua and i went back to comics conn, i wondered whether i should buy the damned sims while holding it. i brought about a $100 with me but i decided not to buy it anyway; id find some other outlet to feed off my sim desire :/ but i was happy that i didnt spend any of my savings, only used about $8 of my $14 pocket money to eat and then i saved the rest LOL.
okay enough of typing compos right after the exam, im gonna go clear my accumulated fb feeds then search for a nice MMORPG to get addicted to xD
it feels good to be on the net again. sigh technology-obsessed generation :/
anyway ive decided not to change my blog URL. afterall it s never changed since the first time pris help me set it up... i wanna keep it that way. then again blogging seems to have lost it s shine for me, and theres practically not much time to blog, except maybe on holidays. i remember i blogged for a few times when my blog was set up then i stopped for about close to one whole year before i started again.
anyway this coming monday i was supposed to go to USS with my aunt but after taking the science and math papers i told her, "dont buy the tickets anymore; i dont deserve it" and she was like "okay. you sure?"
"yes."
she has freaking high expectations of me, i keep telling her im not academically inclined. I DONT LIKE STUDYING. she tells me to just try my best but i know shes expecting the best.
im sorry. i cant deliver the results you want to you. do you think it s that easy to get As for everything? Studies dont make up my whole world, you know. theres more to life than that. You say study hard to get a good job that pays well. Yeah sure if i want to be super rich maybe but i dont need some freaking high-flying job that pays me 50k per month. i just want happiness. to be content. all the money in the universe cant buy you that.
i ll be happy just to get a job that i enjoy doing with a salary enough to meet my needs, and extra to save and spend a little. im not the spending type, i know, so i wont go incurring debts and all that trash.
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ytd after math exam i went to isabelle goh's house with sarah c., cheryl and sua. we bought burger king to her house + durian puffs LOL. her house is dam nice @__@ then as we ate we watched The Proposal, it s a very nice movie that i'd watched before. after that goh left to collect her malay results at about 2:40; she got a B3 not bad LOL considering it s like her 3rd language. meanwhile chan, sua and i walked ard clementi mall. cheryl went back home. i went to check out the price of the sims @ comics conn- it s about $60 plus OMG WHY SO EXX. only the expansion packs are abt $20 D:
i really want to try playing omg. the fb one sucks.
anyway at about 3.30pm goh reached clementi mall, then we walked to the what cityvibe building beside the mall to karaoke. haha it felt dam sleazy omg and when you first walk in theres this alcohol-ly smell and all, it made me feel like going right out of there immediately but sua was already getting a room for us like a boss LOL.
we karaoked till about 6ish? all got sore throat LOL. there were some anime songs in the jap catergory but all the lyrics are in jap, not in romanization.
hmm after that goh and chan left for goh's house, apparently chan was staying at her house till 9pm+.
sua and i went back to comics conn, i wondered whether i should buy the damned sims while holding it. i brought about a $100 with me but i decided not to buy it anyway; id find some other outlet to feed off my sim desire :/ but i was happy that i didnt spend any of my savings, only used about $8 of my $14 pocket money to eat and then i saved the rest LOL.
okay enough of typing compos right after the exam, im gonna go clear my accumulated fb feeds then search for a nice MMORPG to get addicted to xD
Monday, September 12, 2011
T___T
i feel extreme gratitude to all my followers xD thank you!! T_T instagram love!
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may be changing my blog URL soon. i miss the days when >5 people read my blog, back in p5 when pris helped me with my first blogskin Colours of the Rainbow haha.
i remember we did a blog from The Plum Adventures too xD
and back then, things werent that complicated; blogging was fun and light-hearted.
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awh man i wish i could have went back to pri sch at 1pm for teachers day instead of rushing ard for the gala dinner... xiao yu actually smsed me to ask if i was going back and if im not wrong i heard him say "if youre going back then i go lor". but he was on the train and it was pretty noisy. darent be sure.
i wanted to see brandon .__.
and zhengtian
xiaoxiao asked me why i didnt go back LOL. we were talking on fb chat and she was like "eh lets meet up someday to study may b"
and i was like"wa why so kancheong to see me uh xD"
it was during the sept holidays when we talked, and i happened to be having a bad day so she was like "let me tell you a joke".
i agreed.
"Why shouldnt you write with a blunt pencil?"
"i dunno o..o"
"cuz it s pointless!"
me: wtf -__- but i lol-ed anyway. there was another joke but it was in chinese so i shall not bother.
k thats it for today. study hard and thanks for reading this trash post.
i feel extreme gratitude to all my followers xD thank you!! T_T instagram love!
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may be changing my blog URL soon. i miss the days when >5 people read my blog, back in p5 when pris helped me with my first blogskin Colours of the Rainbow haha.
i remember we did a blog from The Plum Adventures too xD
and back then, things werent that complicated; blogging was fun and light-hearted.
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awh man i wish i could have went back to pri sch at 1pm for teachers day instead of rushing ard for the gala dinner... xiao yu actually smsed me to ask if i was going back and if im not wrong i heard him say "if youre going back then i go lor". but he was on the train and it was pretty noisy. darent be sure.
i wanted to see brandon .__.
and zhengtian
xiaoxiao asked me why i didnt go back LOL. we were talking on fb chat and she was like "eh lets meet up someday to study may b"
and i was like"wa why so kancheong to see me uh xD"
it was during the sept holidays when we talked, and i happened to be having a bad day so she was like "let me tell you a joke".
i agreed.
"Why shouldnt you write with a blunt pencil?"
"i dunno o..o"
"cuz it s pointless!"
me: wtf -__- but i lol-ed anyway. there was another joke but it was in chinese so i shall not bother.
k thats it for today. study hard and thanks for reading this trash post.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
haha i wonder if ive posted this before. this is a spirited away AMV that i made last year. everytime i watch the amvs i make it brings me back to the times where I was making these videos, and everything that happened during that time frame...
i thought of my sec 1 days when i watched this just now. i havent viewed this since the one month after i made it last year so it was pretty nostalgic lol. and that time i was practically obsessed with this song Blindess by F9. and watching the amv brought me back to my P5 days too where we watched Spirited Away as a class. Even nigel loh was quiet haha omg epic. then everytime the period ended we were dam sad cuz we had to wait til the next chinese lesson with mr tan wan yuen to finish the movie. now that i think about it i wonder how mr hao got hold of the studio ghibli collection. i mean, hes not the type xD
those were the good days.
and unfortunately it brings me back to worrying about jueying D:
ive no idea how she is now and shes the type that says "im ok" when nothing is going right for her.
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herpderp.
i should visit her after eoys.
wonder if pris is up for it
Thursday, September 8, 2011
herpderp.
okay so since zecheng doesnt want me to... stagnate i shall not let mosquitoes breed upon me and thus i give you this post. lady gaga's bad romance + final fantasy = epicness xD
the chorus is awesome. i laughed out loud especially when i saw sephiroth.
oh btw zc i didnt think you still read my blog =.=
they should design a professional tracker to see who stops by whose blogs.
this video was introduced to me by our darling Lady Lourdes xD
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
wow didnt expect him to thank me through email lol. mr ho is our co-form/PE teacher/undercover english teacher(lol inside joke). Im having my doubts on the "it s so cheery and happy it brightens up my day!" part though. sounds sarcastic to my pessimistic ears xD
anywey. i shall be going back to the sims.
Sunday, September 4, 2011
erg this sucks it s the sept holidays, and im supposed to be studying but honestly, honestly im not in the mood...
one thing bugging me is that ive got about 3 mmorpgs that i wanna try and i told myself that i ll only try it out after exams but
I CAN FEEL THE PULL OF THE GAME. IT S CALLING ME.
asdhjkl.
and sarah dear, if you saw my sms please dont ignore meh D: I NEED THE INFO...... whatever answer you give wont benefit me, it ll benefit you instead lol. well, if youd consider it that way.
oh wow just as i typed out that sentence goh texted me xD The Scientific Law of Coincidences :o
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IM GLAD YOURE BACK IN SG LOURDEHHH~! must show me the manga you bought hor. btw my aunt said if you go to msia in dec i can go along with you, and that includes staying overnight at your house there xD omg i cant imagine. but i dont wanna be intrusive. cuz... i cant be dragging my own mattress to sleep on there right? awkward~ how bout meals? what and where do you guys eat? i hate monetary matters. it gets awkward. oh oh but i wanna go to the place where ya get your manga from(haha rather than get from sg it s so much cheaper there).
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kthx bye LOL
one thing bugging me is that ive got about 3 mmorpgs that i wanna try and i told myself that i ll only try it out after exams but
I CAN FEEL THE PULL OF THE GAME. IT S CALLING ME.
asdhjkl.
and sarah dear, if you saw my sms please dont ignore meh D: I NEED THE INFO...... whatever answer you give wont benefit me, it ll benefit you instead lol. well, if youd consider it that way.
oh wow just as i typed out that sentence goh texted me xD The Scientific Law of Coincidences :o
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IM GLAD YOURE BACK IN SG LOURDEHHH~! must show me the manga you bought hor. btw my aunt said if you go to msia in dec i can go along with you, and that includes staying overnight at your house there xD omg i cant imagine. but i dont wanna be intrusive. cuz... i cant be dragging my own mattress to sleep on there right? awkward~ how bout meals? what and where do you guys eat? i hate monetary matters. it gets awkward. oh oh but i wanna go to the place where ya get your manga from(haha rather than get from sg it s so much cheaper there).
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kthx bye LOL
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
okay i dont know wtf happened with my old posts in august .___. i can still see them when i click 'edit posts' but theyre not appearing when i click view blog.
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mmkay anyway i had physio again today with that heart-throbbing australian physiotherapist omg it was so stressful everytime he flashed that brilliant smile at me added on with the steel blue eyes. the last time i went for physio i was on the exercising equipment, seated down. My legs were raised up, feet on the metal thing i was supposed to push against horizontally. i held onto the sides of the seat for support, and since i went there after school so i had no choice but to take off my skirt(it got in the way) so it was just the school blouse and pe shorts- it always gives me the i-just-got-out-of-bed feel.
so when this physiotherapist helped me adjust the weights that i had to lift by pushing my feet against the metal platform, he leaned across me to do so. the weights connected to the exercise equipment were on my right and he was on my left.
just then, he dropped his pen beside the weights. "oops," he said.
he leaned further down and stretched even harder so that he could get his pen. that was when his upper body pushed hard against my thighs as he struggled to reach it. my grip on the seat tightened as i unconsciously stopped breathing. i couldnt put my legs down because there wasnt any space and if i tried anyway my knees wouldve hit the left side of his body and pushed him even closer to me.
i could smell his scent, the material of his shirt brushing against my skin, the warmth of his chest against my thighs.
how often do you get a guy's chest against your bare thighs?
IT WAS FRICKIN EMBARRASSING OKAYYY?!?! i dont even recall how his chest felt, just that it was warm; my brain was too busy making me burn from embarrassment.
shit.i.should.have.focused.more.on.how.his.chest.felt LOLOLOL
i could see... us from the mirror on the wall in front. the way we were positioned in relation to each other simply looked really... wrong.
when he finally
FINALLY
established a grip on his pen, he moved backwards with his back still bent so that his head wouldnt hit the equipment above. that was when i felt his breath tickle my thighs as he breathed out- that was how close his face was to me. i swallowed hard and hoped he couldnt hear it.
when he stood up properly at last, he apologised, probably partially because of the awkwardness.
so there s one thing i can conclude from physio, and i ll be really honest here: it gets really, really sexual sometimes.
even if you dont think sick easily, trust me- it WILL get to you. cuz theres alot of physical contact there. the other problem is that the physiotherapists there are all from australia/US/canada etc, so theyre all really good-looking, the females as well. today i saw a doctor who looks like ms sloan and i was like o__o
after that he taught me how to sit down cross-legged properly, and it felt almost ninja-ish that i laughed. cuz i had to copy what he did, and we sat down together facing each other on the mat.
then there was another knee-strengthening exercise where i had to slide up and down against the wall with my legs wide apart @__@.
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that was what happened at physio the last time.
today was another round of awkwardness and embarrassment but it s 2am now and im forced to sleep =..=
will type it out another time if i feel like it.
gnight~
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mmkay anyway i had physio again today with that heart-throbbing australian physiotherapist omg it was so stressful everytime he flashed that brilliant smile at me added on with the steel blue eyes. the last time i went for physio i was on the exercising equipment, seated down. My legs were raised up, feet on the metal thing i was supposed to push against horizontally. i held onto the sides of the seat for support, and since i went there after school so i had no choice but to take off my skirt(it got in the way) so it was just the school blouse and pe shorts- it always gives me the i-just-got-out-of-bed feel.
so when this physiotherapist helped me adjust the weights that i had to lift by pushing my feet against the metal platform, he leaned across me to do so. the weights connected to the exercise equipment were on my right and he was on my left.
just then, he dropped his pen beside the weights. "oops," he said.
he leaned further down and stretched even harder so that he could get his pen. that was when his upper body pushed hard against my thighs as he struggled to reach it. my grip on the seat tightened as i unconsciously stopped breathing. i couldnt put my legs down because there wasnt any space and if i tried anyway my knees wouldve hit the left side of his body and pushed him even closer to me.
i could smell his scent, the material of his shirt brushing against my skin, the warmth of his chest against my thighs.
how often do you get a guy's chest against your bare thighs?
IT WAS FRICKIN EMBARRASSING OKAYYY?!?! i dont even recall how his chest felt, just that it was warm; my brain was too busy making me burn from embarrassment.
shit.i.should.have.focused.more.on.how.his.chest.felt LOLOLOL
i could see... us from the mirror on the wall in front. the way we were positioned in relation to each other simply looked really... wrong.
when he finally
FINALLY
established a grip on his pen, he moved backwards with his back still bent so that his head wouldnt hit the equipment above. that was when i felt his breath tickle my thighs as he breathed out- that was how close his face was to me. i swallowed hard and hoped he couldnt hear it.
when he stood up properly at last, he apologised, probably partially because of the awkwardness.
so there s one thing i can conclude from physio, and i ll be really honest here: it gets really, really sexual sometimes.
even if you dont think sick easily, trust me- it WILL get to you. cuz theres alot of physical contact there. the other problem is that the physiotherapists there are all from australia/US/canada etc, so theyre all really good-looking, the females as well. today i saw a doctor who looks like ms sloan and i was like o__o
after that he taught me how to sit down cross-legged properly, and it felt almost ninja-ish that i laughed. cuz i had to copy what he did, and we sat down together facing each other on the mat.
then there was another knee-strengthening exercise where i had to slide up and down against the wall with my legs wide apart @__@.
---
that was what happened at physio the last time.
today was another round of awkwardness and embarrassment but it s 2am now and im forced to sleep =..=
will type it out another time if i feel like it.
gnight~
Sunday, August 28, 2011
For the record, are you a male or female?
Female~
Your first favourite anime character? Do you have a picture?
Lenalee lol. Dgrayman was the first properr anime i watched
What anime is he/she from?
Dgrayman..
Why do you like him/her?
1. She s cool.
2. She s dam cool.
3. At that time I had never seen such a cool anime charac cuz the first anime i watched would have been pokemon. And the people in there are all retards and can go bury themselves in elephant shit(especially the ash ketchum guy who seems to have got his surname from ketchup :/).
Name your favourite eye-hair colour combination.
Hmmmm i really dont know but i had a strange fetish for black hair x grey eyes once
Does an anime character fit that colour combination?
some girl whose name i cant remember from Denpa Teki na Kanojo.
Name your most hated anime character.
That girl with slightly curled brown hair and two ponytails from the To Aru Kagitsu something something no Index anime
If you could do anything to him/her, what would you do?
idk i just find her extremely annoying to her amazingly cool sis .___. id probably throw sandbags at her though and get a truck to empty concrete on her head.
What was the first anime you watched?
Do you count pokemon? if no then digimon frontier *thinks of paean @_@*. i remember i was in love with the pink digimon and her owner(they were dam cool too xD) and the ending song.
Name your favourite anime, and state why.
i cant bear to choose just one.
Do you prefer shounen or shojo anime?
i like both but more towards shoujo cuz it s more... interesting? if shoujo had more nice fighting id like it even more though. cuz alot of shoujo animes, once you take out the romance youre practically left with nothing.
Which anime character influenced you in some way, or changed your mindset?
All the characters from Denpa Teki na Kanojo. The anime was so stressful that i wanted to become a better person o___o The storyline from 5cm per second too. it made me feel that i should appreciate life more. and because of 5cm PS, i apologised to zecheng for being mean to him. it was kinda in the spur of the moment, but i wont take it back because he is a nice guy and i dont think he derserved how i treated him(lol im making myself sound like a badass bully).
but believe me zecheng, i had my own reasons for treating you that way last time. you were the first, and i hope you ll be the last person i have to treat that way.
Make a list of your top 10 favourite anime/manga characters.
(in no particular order for me)
1. Setsuna F Seiei[hope i got that right]
2. Tomoe. GAHAHAHA.
3. Shana.
4. Hana, my OC. that main girl Shinna, i dont know what to do with her now in colour chordes :/
5. Taiga
6. Tachibana Kanade/Tenshi
7. Dantalia(Dalia)
8. Howl ;3
9. Nino
10. Lavi
What superpowers does 6 have? (tenshi)
ooohh she s dam cool. like some dood from the matrix. well, she can make giant lotuses spurt out of her hand.
Would you like to date 9?
Nino? Well, she s a girl for one. And two, even if i could date her i wouldnt, because she d overwhelm me with all the "im an alien from Venus" crap. And although her hair is beautiful, it looks like a windmill when the wind blows(well that s how they drew her hair in the wind)
What would be a typical birthday gift from 3?
Shana huh.
1. She will burn me as a bday pres.
2. A slap/punch/kick.
3. Yoshida whom shana wouldve found extremely annoying and thus pushed her to me
Where would 7 bring you out on a date?
Dalia? NO WAY. She d be reading books and talking about the history of some darned Phantom Book instead of bringing me somewhere.
Even if she brought me out, she d probably drag me to the library.
Nevermind Dalia, save your energy. I go to the library often enough by myself =o=
Is 1 studious/clever? (setsuna)
Well he can operate a gundam so i guess he ll be good at tech stuff. i hope he s not good at math though then we can be on the same boat xD
Which one describes 4 the best: quiet/energetic/cute/handsome/plain/talented/arrogant/sexy/thoughtful? (And only one!!)
Hana- talented.
What colour do you think fits 8?
Any colour would fit you, Howl.
Does 10 play any musical instruments? (lavi)
If you call hammering people and getting into petty arguments with them very musical, then yes.
How heroic is 2?
Tomoe darling~ *stops myself before i end up vomiting praise for him*
If 5 died what would you do?
If Taiga died id just be like "oh no more epicness." that s pretty much it o..o
-----
hmm this meme was kinda lame =o=
anyway, I HAD A GREAT WEEKEND!!!! + the election holidays and Hari Raya Puasa.
will elaborate more if i have time. i got to spend time with my bro :D
Female~
Your first favourite anime character? Do you have a picture?
Lenalee lol. Dgrayman was the first properr anime i watched
What anime is he/she from?
Dgrayman..
Why do you like him/her?
1. She s cool.
2. She s dam cool.
3. At that time I had never seen such a cool anime charac cuz the first anime i watched would have been pokemon. And the people in there are all retards and can go bury themselves in elephant shit(especially the ash ketchum guy who seems to have got his surname from ketchup :/).
Name your favourite eye-hair colour combination.
Hmmmm i really dont know but i had a strange fetish for black hair x grey eyes once
Does an anime character fit that colour combination?
some girl whose name i cant remember from Denpa Teki na Kanojo.
Name your most hated anime character.
That girl with slightly curled brown hair and two ponytails from the To Aru Kagitsu something something no Index anime
If you could do anything to him/her, what would you do?
idk i just find her extremely annoying to her amazingly cool sis .___. id probably throw sandbags at her though and get a truck to empty concrete on her head.
What was the first anime you watched?
Do you count pokemon? if no then digimon frontier *thinks of paean @_@*. i remember i was in love with the pink digimon and her owner(they were dam cool too xD) and the ending song.
Name your favourite anime, and state why.
i cant bear to choose just one.
Do you prefer shounen or shojo anime?
i like both but more towards shoujo cuz it s more... interesting? if shoujo had more nice fighting id like it even more though. cuz alot of shoujo animes, once you take out the romance youre practically left with nothing.
Which anime character influenced you in some way, or changed your mindset?
All the characters from Denpa Teki na Kanojo. The anime was so stressful that i wanted to become a better person o___o The storyline from 5cm per second too. it made me feel that i should appreciate life more. and because of 5cm PS, i apologised to zecheng for being mean to him. it was kinda in the spur of the moment, but i wont take it back because he is a nice guy and i dont think he derserved how i treated him(lol im making myself sound like a badass bully).
but believe me zecheng, i had my own reasons for treating you that way last time. you were the first, and i hope you ll be the last person i have to treat that way.
Make a list of your top 10 favourite anime/manga characters.
(in no particular order for me)
1. Setsuna F Seiei[hope i got that right]
2. Tomoe. GAHAHAHA.
3. Shana.
4. Hana, my OC. that main girl Shinna, i dont know what to do with her now in colour chordes :/
5. Taiga
6. Tachibana Kanade/Tenshi
7. Dantalia(Dalia)
8. Howl ;3
9. Nino
10. Lavi
What superpowers does 6 have? (tenshi)
ooohh she s dam cool. like some dood from the matrix. well, she can make giant lotuses spurt out of her hand.
Would you like to date 9?
Nino? Well, she s a girl for one. And two, even if i could date her i wouldnt, because she d overwhelm me with all the "im an alien from Venus" crap. And although her hair is beautiful, it looks like a windmill when the wind blows(well that s how they drew her hair in the wind)
What would be a typical birthday gift from 3?
Shana huh.
1. She will burn me as a bday pres.
2. A slap/punch/kick.
3. Yoshida whom shana wouldve found extremely annoying and thus pushed her to me
Where would 7 bring you out on a date?
Dalia? NO WAY. She d be reading books and talking about the history of some darned Phantom Book instead of bringing me somewhere.
Even if she brought me out, she d probably drag me to the library.
Nevermind Dalia, save your energy. I go to the library often enough by myself =o=
Is 1 studious/clever? (setsuna)
Well he can operate a gundam so i guess he ll be good at tech stuff. i hope he s not good at math though then we can be on the same boat xD
Which one describes 4 the best: quiet/energetic/cute/handsome/plain/talented/arrogant/sexy/thoughtful? (And only one!!)
Hana- talented.
What colour do you think fits 8?
Any colour would fit you, Howl.
Does 10 play any musical instruments? (lavi)
If you call hammering people and getting into petty arguments with them very musical, then yes.
How heroic is 2?
Tomoe darling~ *stops myself before i end up vomiting praise for him*
If 5 died what would you do?
If Taiga died id just be like "oh no more epicness." that s pretty much it o..o
-----
hmm this meme was kinda lame =o=
anyway, I HAD A GREAT WEEKEND!!!! + the election holidays and Hari Raya Puasa.
will elaborate more if i have time. i got to spend time with my bro :D
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I'm lauging at how weird it sounds. like, don't look at the dance when you hear the song and it sounds like a death song....so creepy... and I can't stop laughing!! LOL! Thank you!
max shouting part at 4:30 til 4:40 sound like a demon roaring.
hahahahaahahaaha