Fate Day

Today was, again, FAIL.

Ok so went to school to go Changi Airport for math trail. While I was walking to the bus stop to take a bus I saw Nigel in his school PE shirt I think, with a bag thing over his shoulder. Then I just walk and he just walk. My only form of acknowledgement is that I rolled my eyes up and down.

Dont ask me what the fish of a greeting I'm giving, cause I dono. He wouldn't say hi even if I did(experience from last time) but nevermind. We are from different worlds, after all. He only borrowed my Math PSLE thingy to copy. That time I said hi he was with Luan Bing, and Nigel didnt reply. Only LB said hi and I was like, wth.

So anime lol. As my mind imagines it. Two peeps walking opposite direction and then the title comes on. And then those two would get their lives tangled with each others' from then on. But that's an anime afterall. WHat'd expect?

Most fail was when I was coming back home. It was raining so I decided to walk through the block of flats for shelter( but who cares I got a runny nose anyway) and the blocks were SWARMING WITH CATS. Yes, heaven. Then suddenly this guy came down from the staircase in fronta me. I was some distance away though, but I could see he was grinning like a gila. What went through my mind was:

Crap. This guy may be a paedo, pervert or the purple grinning cat from Alice in Wonderland. Denfenses up.

I practically looked over my shoulder. If I had to run, that was it. It was weird, with all those cats around licking themselves like nothing was happening. But anyway, I continued walking with my head held high. Defiantly. The guy had middle parting(somewhat) and was kinda round. With specs, and jeans.

Then as I walked closer I realised it was my tuition teacher. oh. paedo my foot. Mr Chin, my math tuition teacher. But whaat the fudgecakes was he doing here? I plucked out a earpiece to prepare for conversation battle.(sorry i feel a bit warrior-ish today)

Mr Chin: Hi.
Me: Er hi.
-there was a cat circling Mr Chin at that moment so my attention was piaked.
Me: What are you doing here?
Mr Chin: I'm giving out flyers.
Me:-never hear properly cause one ear still blasting music- Youre giving out FLOWERS?
-imagined a nun-
Mr C: FLYERS.
Me: Ohh... -wondering what flyer-
Mr C: You live around here?
Me: Further up.
Mr Chin: Ohh. Ok bye.
Me: Byee.

I started walking at a faster pace feeling a bit weird. SO FATEFUL. In the morning Nigel in the afternoon Mr CHin. Kyaa what s going on why holid-

And that was when I got smacked right in the face until my nose throbbed. You see, I was walking along this narrow corridor. Then an Indian woman happened to open the grille door while I was practically jogging along the corridor. Metal grille door. Metal.

I was like oh craaaaaappppp then the woman kept apologising. Thank god no nose bleed. My gran wouldve thought I got involved in a gang fight or something. Then I just muttered s'ok and went off. I swear with my life this whole thing happened.

Outside my house Basketboy(a cat) lay sprawled on the floor. He glared at me. Cats always glare. So I glared back. He stretched, got up and stalked off. I dont know why he always seems to be against me. T.T

Moral of the day: You can never be friends with all cats.

A Pink Plate

Just got back our report book. Mr Lim was like, eh you must improve your math and science hor then i was like ya orkay.

Got stuck outside the class for 5mins cause we need thumbprints to get in(we don use lock and key door thing) and only 4 people have. The two who come earliest and the chair+ vice.

Today was fail. During D&T I got highest in my class so the teacher gave me a pink plate that he made for my good efforts. I went up, go shake hand with him, he a bit shorter than me, my classmates clapping, some cheering, then he was like CONGRATULATIONS AR, and I was like crap my hand so clammy(cause i paisei hand sweat) but anyway I felt retarded as the teacher gave me the thing. I'll get a pict on if I can. At least the workmanship is good. Mr Yeoh said I could put jelly in it. Anti climax. Mr Chan said I could grow money plant in it and I replied all plants under my care mati in less than one week. He said no and I thought of the money plant in class that died within two days. Sigh. Mr Lim(form teacho) blinked twice at the glaring neon pink and walked away.

Yesterday went with Oneesama to TBP. Went to cold storage and got two packets of cereal and a fruit tree mango. Walao eh why they put nata de coco inside... I hate it. And I thought they were mango bits. But okay lah not bad. Then went to Comics Connection with Oneesama, and I felt retarded holding two cartons of Honey Stars with my big fat bag and two bottles of Peach Tea at the side.

Sprited Away captured my heart. After you watch it other movies have no more effect on you anymore. Or they become boring. Seriously, it s the best anime ive ever seen. Better than idiotic Bleach and Naruto. I wouldn't mind contracting cancer so it can be aired. It s so beautiful T.T and so sad... When Haku let go of Chihiro's hand and she started across the field. The scenery is well-drawn too. I want to meet Hayao Miyazaki one day. He created Spirited away. Ive been watching all the other movies he directed too, and they're all good. Spirited Away won an academy award and Howl's Moving Castle(also very nice) was nominated for it as well.

People who dont watch anime will be like, "Oh what the hell she's rambling again". But you dont know. The feeling is indescribable. Gah I really dont know what to say. But it has enough effect to bring tears to your eyes and give you that prickle on your skin. And practically change you. GAHHHHHHHHH-faints-


Angel Beats Ep 08: Dancer in the Dark is out. I think Otonashi likes Kanade. He's really sweet. And Naoi's still gay. Yui is a pain in the neck. So noisy. Whole day bug Hinata and go SENPAIIIII!!!!!!!! T>T First time I saw Kanade's expression change(and her eyebrows in a different position) when the clones rejoined her and she started screaming in pain. Then Otonashi hugged her. EPICCC!!!!!

I want that kind of relationship that gives you that nice feeling. Everyone has their dream relationship. LOL. But I'm gonna wait til' I'm older. Meanwhile I can just fantasize. Like MohMoh X Kaname. But Kaname too serious le. Zero is a mushroom head. >.< Haku is still better. Otonashi makes people realise some feeling deep down inside them too much. I liked Naoi but now he's so gay towards Otonashi just cause Otonashi helped him realise some feeling deep down inside him. Cloud from Final Fantasy too act le. But his hair very nice.

Imagine yourself inside an anime. REally cool. There's a soundtrack from SPirited Away affecting me alot. It's a piano piece. It keeps playing in my head and as I walk home. there's the setting sun and the flower stalks swaying in the wind and I get into that funny feeling again. Feeling somewhat secure. But I didn't expect an anime to give me such a feeling. It's a really nice piece. Played when Chihiro was in the car going up the slope and the title came on.

Ok rambled enough. Still have alot to say but I'm gonna continue watching Howl's Moving Castle. Howl dam shuai. Calcifer is really cute(he's the fire that gets the castle moving).

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NOOOOOO!!!!!!!~

oh my gosh Oh My GoSh OH MY GOSHHHHH


Exam marks are out. It's not good at all. Math is up next but I dont know where the hell the teacher is.


Want to see my marks? I know youre itching for it; dont have to say out loud. It's really bad. Borderline for everything. Though English and Math are not confirmed yet.



ENLISH
Compre: 22/30 >>>50% SA1(ok lah this one)
Poetry Slam: ?/? >>>50%SA1(this is group exam; so i scared)
tOTAL: ?/100

LITERATURE(I HATE LITTT!!)
Lit. Compo: Part A>>> 15/25
Part B>>> 15/25
TOTAL: 60/100(M.I.S.E.R.A.B.L.E!!!)

MATH(cfm DIE[definition:fail])
Paper 1: ?/?
Paper 2: ?/?
Toal: ?/100
Mr Chin will kan wo.

MT
Compo(si han): 12.5/20
Compo(continuous?): 26/50
Compo Total: 38.5/70(almost fail T.T)
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Main Paper: 41/70(passed by 6m T.T)
Total(compo+MP): 56.8/100

SCIENCE
Sect. A: 20/30(ok)
Sect B: 23/40(ok...although pass by 3 onii)
Sect C: 12/30 (k.o.) FAIL BY 3M
Total: 56/100


I'm currently wondering what the standard in your school is like o.o

FOOSH

ok.brief summary of yesterday.

We had our PET rocket programme. It's about some physics stuff but anyway. So we made the rocket with two 1.5l bottles that held gassy drinks. We did the blastoff at the school field. Tatiana and I. First round- I was in charge of shooting it. Then fail lol. Kana Sprayed by water(as when launching you must pump air into the rocket with half a bottle of water innit. But anyway. Saw a gecko and neko.


After school CHen Xi and I went to Queenstown Library. I returned the book about Hell and the manga thingy. Borrowed a special edition of Warriors: Bluestar's Phrophecy. Then we walk to the MRT(C'mnwealth). CX bought one plain and peanut butter waffle(one for her bro). So sweet right. Then we took the MRT to Tiong Bahru Plaza(Comics Connection) I complained about the keychain prices--- one at City Square Mall's COmics Connection(exact same keychain) cost $1 cheaper than at TBP. Ironic. So I didn't get anything. Then she and I went to Macdonalds and she got a double cheesburger( I wanted to eat too but I just ordered fries instaed) and then she ate her waffle and her burger and i wondered how she stuffed it all down.
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Sian tomorrow the exam papers will be returned. I'm feeling out of sorts. Not just bcause of tomorrow, but also cause of my classmates(some). idiotic people who dont have a sense of responsibility. so everything gets pushed to me. Then all the suspicions will be on me if something goes wrong.

And I'm taking up all this extra responsibility, when I dont even need to give a damn, just to save all the other 39 people in my class from getting a class demerit. And possibly, somepeople getting 'reduced' from their current positions in the class commitee. Also increasing the 39 peoples' chance of getting to go overseas(internationalisation) next year.

Why am I doing this? I don't even have anyone close in my class. No one travels on the same wavelength as me.It's so irritating.

Class chair just called me to help her return the thing. So did the vice.

Sigh.

Found and Found

Stayed back in school today again.



I went to brusheezy.com to download free brushes for photoshop. It's really nice. Try it out if you have photoshop. Oh and some can be used commercially as well ^.^



Watched Ep 2 of Kuroshitsuji. Sabastien isso cool man. Ciel is as well. But he's more of a kiddo. Saw the mynah with one leg yet again -sobs-
Angel Beats Ep 7- Alive is out!!!!!! Watch ittt... I used to like Naoi Ayato... He's socool and shuai sia. Now he becomes like, gay, in front of otonashi cause otonashi helped him realsie something or something. But otherwise it's kinda gay. I think Tachibana goes well with Otonashi.


Then youll see Otonashi x Kanade/Tachibana


Kyaaaaa.... Hinata's kawaii too.


Ok today so hyper.


I had one weirddream last night and there were two boys involved, plus me. I knew those two in real life(no zombie hor). Really scary. Ok sorry for typos. I'm going to the library now so im rushing. Being alone is nice. though the palmistry book says there s a line.. Philosophical or summin that indicates if you prefer to be alone and such. I cant find that line. Maybe it'll -grow- later on.


~Shinyneko(that will be my username for all accs frm now on. Unless there are other stuff)

Imagery

I borrowed a nice book on friday when i went alone to the library; I saw it being reviewed in the Classified Ads before, so at the first glance I immediately fished out the book and returned the rest that I had taken out to 'narrow down' back onto their shelves.

It's really funny and humorous. Besides, I'm trying to read as many fantasy stories now cause' they say as you get older you dont feel as much for a character in the story anymore. Feeling for a character is nice. I think you know. Like umm, maybe Harry Potter for example? When you read it you feel somewhat er, magical. Those shiny, glittery things. Ok wait rephrase. =.=

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You can actually picture out the story as you read on- if it's Hogwarts with flags atop it fluttering in the wind with yellow light spilling out of its thousand windows you can picture it. If it's a flying train you can imagine it in the air with the sea beneath it and moutains fading out behind. If it's a scene where socerers and such are fighting each other you can imagine smoke in the air, dragons, fire sparks, burning buildings and flowing black cloaks. If it's Edward Cullen coming into the kitchen with diamonds in his bronze hair you can practically see it. If Kaname is walking along the school grounds with glowing red eyes and the wind ruffling his hair and moh moh running after him you can see it too.

It's imagery.

They say as you grow older you lose this... Imagery thing.

Most adults.

That's why they scowl at you when you tell them 'this zombie-killing game is soo exciting!!!' -hyperventilates-

Anyway, I shall quote some funny sentences from the book. But you may or may not find it funny. It's the same as when Xiao Yu and I would be on the brink of breaking into tears while watching Lockon die while JueYing stared blankly at the TV screen, confused, as she had only watched the previous episode of Gundam Mobile Suit 00.

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TITLE OF BOOK: THE GATES
by: John Connolly

this is how the first page looks like.

John Connolly

THE GATES

A strange novel for strange young people

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lol. I am strange.Everyone is strange their own strange ways, like people who collect socks for a hobby.

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ok. Quotes:

They were playing Battleships.

" B Four," said Victor, who was German and blessed with lots of hair that he wore in a ponytail, with some left over for his chin and upper lip.

"Miss," said Ed, who was British and blessed with hardly any hair at all, and certainly none that could be spared for his face. Nevertheless, Ed quite liked Victor, even if he felt Victor had been given some of the hair that should, by rights, have come his way.

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another quote:

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The Great Malevolence had been squatting in the blackness for a very long time. He was there billions of years before people, or dinosaurs, or small, single-celled organisms that decided one day to become larger, multi-celled organisms so they could, at some point in the future, invent literature, painting, and annoying ringtones for mobile phones.

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and yet another one:

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Nurd had been something of a bother to five different demonic entities, but they were relatively minor ones: Schwell, the Demon of Uncomfortable Shoes; Ick, the Demon of Unpleasant Things Discovered in Plugholes During Cleaning; Graham, the Demon of Stale Biscuits and Crackers; Mavis, the Demon of Inappropriate Names for Men; and last, and quite possibly least, Erics', the Demon of Bad Punctuation.

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andddd finally, the last quote. I feel like I'm doing literature. What the multi-celled organisms became to create lit. and irritating ringtones(i can't agree less)

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Mrs Abernathy did not like the smell of Earth. Her demonic senses made her acutely sensitive to all nice scents, so that she was even aware that thje Milky Way itself smelled bad to her. Actually, astronomers who were recently sifting through thousands of signals from Sagittarius B2, a big dust cloud at the centre of our galaxy, found a substance there called ethyl formate, which is the chemical responsible for the flavour of raspberries, and the smell of rum, the drink popular with pirates. Therefore, our galaxy tastes a bit of raspberries and smells of rum, which is nice.

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ok.SERIUSLY, GO AND GET THE BOOK. But don't bother now, cause it's on loan by me. It's really nice. And it's not the kind of same story you see everyday, or the kind of 'take out bits and pieces and change parts of it' kind of story.

Basically, it's about the gates of Hell opening, a small boy called Samuel, his dog, Boswell, who is the only one who truly understands Samuel, Mrs Abernathy(one of the demons) and more.

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It's really good. Get it.

***i apologise if there are any quoting errors.

Internal Troubles

Sigh. Talking to my own mum stresses me out. She has this idiotic mindset that i only see what my aunt does for me and not what she does for me.

Seriously. You left me here, under the care of my grandma and my aunt.

And you stayed with your husband in a little house at Everton Park.

Now both of you are seperated and you come to stay here. You barge into my life and expect me to shower you with the most attention?

When I hardly ever saw you.


You filled up less than a quarter of my life. Of course I'd be closer to my aunt and gran, right? I see them all seven days a week, more than 6 hours a day. Sometimes I wouldn't see you for weeks. Because youre so busy. And you have absolutely no time for us.

I'm questioning my brother's and my own existence here.


It's one simple sentence: You gave life to us to be taken care of by another.

And you come back to see us when you want to, and assume your motherly role when you feel like it.

Being a mother isn't flipping on and off an electrical light switch.






I'm going for tuition later.

47th Night- Grande Finale

today was math. Ive died countless times for math. so nevermind.


for some reason my heart is aching now. i dont know why. watching angel beats is not helping anything. im watching summer wars now. its from the same person who did the girl who leapt through time.

ive got holiday plans already, but i think there ll be lotsa changes and carrots(remember mr hairul says carrots when we miss out something in our compos?] this is the carrot-> ^^


well, basically.


FRIDAY. NO SCHOOL. GOT TUITION<-SPOILER -Play RS(retrieve JY's stuff), Tinierme, CP(gonna look for hazelladam), blog. why is kuroshitsuji licensed T.T But its nice. lol lourdes youre victorious. -My alone day. May go to my 3rd home. Do photoshop there; checkout the new books. SATURDAY-HOUSE VERY NOISY DAY -stay at home and stone. Maybe the library? my aunt owns me pizza T.T aww pris.. too bad sad faces have two t's innit ->T.T

SUNDAY
-get the idiotic tea that my gran wants. seriously. she s so despo. 3rd home/library?
-Going out with L. see how, cause may have
-family outing.

agg block nose. eyes tearing. lol not tearing, as in paper tear. sometimes it s amazing how the human mind can associate the right 'tear'/other words to whatever's before/ after it.

the music on my blog(esp the 1st song) is a wakeup thing for me. i still get shocked when i suddenly hear it. dont ask me why.

cant believe i blogged for a few days straight.

Sebastien is so shuai~ i hope i didnt get his name wrong. He has nice eyes.
Bet the IT guy has seen many of these"oh so shuai thing" lol.

Hi again, if youre reading. Feel free to tag.

46th Night- Favourite Flavour

Chinese today.

It's easier than english and science. Can you believe it?

Maybe you think I'm going crazy. Nevermind.

She asked why I blogged. I said, It makes me happy when I read my old entries. Sometimes I forget significant events. I come back here and my reference section is right at my doorstep.

Do you understand? Maybe you won't, cause' you dont like compos. Blogging is like a compo.

Coming to think about it, I never expected myself to be able to write four pages of chinese in two hours. Oh wait. It's five.

Maybe my chinese will be better than zt one day. You wait. And then Pris and I can laugh our heads off. And zc, xx and xy's mouth can hang open. We shall see.

Fishkiller, I'm soloing the memory book thing. Take it as a special gift. You, JY and L will get one. Maybe xx and mm will have a small one cause i dont have many you-know-whats-gonna-be-in-the-book-things. lol. mm. millimetres.

Tachibana Kanade.

45th night

Sci exam today. Killer shark man. It s the hardest paper for science ive ever seen.



ok. a challenge for you to read the following if you want to.

Zt, you very despo hor 每天每夜 一直吵 我玩 runescape. 我的考试都还没结束。。



then 这个Jue Ying hor, 问我她的 runescape username 是什么。 哎哟, 我怎么知道呢? 是你的username, 不是我的. -.- 可是我还会帮住你, 帮你找找我的朋友 list有没有。如果 有的话，我们三个可以玩了。可是你等到星期五吧。。。

明天有华文考试， 我并不害怕。害怕的是数学。所有要动脑筋的科目我都表现的很差。

不要笑。-。-

tired. i miss kfc. cant even remember when i last ate it and how it tastes like.

44th night

In the school library now. Today we had lit. and our english paper. You know, one whole paper made up of compres and a thousand questions. Really tiring.

Hi IT guy. Again if youre reading this, I'm taking a break. That's acceptable right? Haha. You must think I'm against you for no reason.

I'm trying to find my friends blogs. My class blog has some links, but it's not all. lol im so evil. I saw some of them blogging as well and by the time i get there they have already logged out.

Angel Beats Ep 6 is out!!!!!!!! Rejoice. It's so sad. Kinda makes me tear, but thats also cause it's such a beautiful anime T.T

Tomorrow is Science. I cant get the S1 units right. Or the formulae for all those cones and cylinders stuff.

Whats this about consultation for math? So interesting. The consultant seems motherly. Heehee.

Why isn't anyone online on MSN....

When are Prim, Sua and Sarah going home... Im scared of that pervert I met.

Sigh. I cant find that beautiful notebook of mine. I have an obssession for notebooks. GImme one for my birthday and I love you(quotes Shelly's wishlist). WHERE issit...

How am I gonna finish my compo? It's chinese, it's overdue. Cause my original one got lost in the process =.= Whenever I do a second copoy of things I take my time.

And anyway, you know that chinese compos arent an easy feat.


Prim is so guai. She's the only one studying now LOL. The rest are deciding what to study first.

Ok gotta study. Im not gonna do so well in sec school. Therell be some damage to my mind, soul and emotions first...But it's just a matter of getting used to.

MLI- WTF

Eee sian.

Uploading my LSCEP(lower secondary computer education programme) video on cyberbullying.

Sad to say I did most of it out of my four group members. But I'm used to it LOL. No worries. Gee, the vid is such a big file.

A few days back I recalled Seo Yeon asking me to help her draw a bikini for the storytelling assignment.

Is that what they take me for? -.-

My reply was I dont specialise in drawing underwear, thank you. Haha. MLIA/MLI-WTF

Terrible weather these few days.

Ok. Im so late for tuition.

On an island

Seo yeon and I are the only ones in class now. Just now I walked past the empty 1C3(cherry's class) classroom I heard some squeaks[ the kind of chair rubbing against the ground one]. So spooky.

Theres a lot of bird poop in one corner of the wall at the staircase nearest to the school gate. I realised there was a nest there. It s the second batch of poop. They tried to clean it once and the birds started pissin again.

Oh and I bought a book about palmistry at City Square Mall's Popular. 6.90. Printing is a little crappy though. I took the last one(hehe) BUT but BuT bUt i didn't see the promo sticker on the wrapper. GOD IM SO BLIND. 2 books for $8. and the one about horoscopes was interesting. I actually flipped it through and decided on the palmistry one. sheesh. I piss myself off sometimes. It s so ironic.

I have a short life line. The lines on my hand are 'chains'- they have islands, broken lines and lots of other lines. Basically, my chained lines mean my energy is scattered. figures. My gran has very long, firm lines- which means she s really balanced and focused and such. My hands are conical- they have spatula, squarish hands and more. They say that people with conical hands are more artistic LOL.

I ll willingly lend you the book.It s quite hard to understand sometimes, but ya can pick up good vocab from it.

Ok time to study. I cant memorise the formulae for finding areas for cones and such. Ppth.

Angelbeats ep 5 is out for dling on gendou. SS is one fast subber man. YOU ROCK! and ep 5 was released only a few days ago.

Im no longer scared of failing my tests. failing math is my staple diet. to remain in the school im in now, i just need to make sure i get borderline for all subjects. Im planning to keel for english man.

Mdm Kala(my english teacher) said I was good at poetry.

WTF?

angel beats!

beautiful anime. this episode(ep5 i think) and ep 2 was quite funny. PLEASSE WATCH and support ANGEL BEATS!!!! -I'm a hardcore fan- if you like it watch it from the start- http://www.animecrazy.net/ -> angel beats!

PLease watch it fullscreen as well cause my blog formatting cuts off part of the vid. i love the starting man. so cool. got the song memorized alrd. and make sure you stop the mixpod playlist if not you get weird noises that are not in the anime.XD

hope this link thingy works.

thanks to animecrazy.net, angel beats(muacks) and megavideo and finally shanta_khan2007 for being such a consistent and great subber.

im gonna learn Jap this June holidays man. and piano this dec. heartz

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-skip the rest of the questions cause theyre wastin me time-

11. Describe your school seniors.
Irritating.Some of them seem to hate us juniors for no reason. Like we had to do a survey for our project(PBL) and there was an open ended question innit. And they wrote, " Bloody Sec ones." I have a CCA senior who s in <3 with Justin Bieber and likes to tweak the singer's lyrics. She loves english songs. I mean really really loves them. Its quite irritating because she'll do this to me.

S(senior): Baby baby baby oh~
Me: Siam la.
S: I thought you would always be mine~
Me: Too bad Im taken.
S: When I was 13, I had my first love~
Me: Im not interested...
S: [Does the rapping part]
M: Ohmigosh... I wanna faint.
S: Somebody call 911~
M: You do it.
S: Chicken wings are cooking on the dance floor~
Senior 2: oh oh oh oh~
M: eh go away leh. Why now got extra person?!
S: PLay a love game play a lovegame if you want love if you want fame play a love game
S2: {echoes}love game!
s: play a love game!
M: go away or I keel you.
S: People killing people dying~
S2: Children hurt and either crying~
M: Got sing correct not.
S: Can you practice what you breach
S2: Or will you turn the other cheek
S: Mother mother mother help us
S2: Send some guidance from above
M: THESE PEOPLE GOT ME GOT ME QUESTIONING
M: YOU HAVE HOMEWORK!
S: WORK!
S2: You have homework!
S: Work!
S2: You have homework...
S: I have homework, homework, homework....
M: Yeah so get started on it bakas.

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