bara bara

to Coucraye: look. i know you like to stare at people. or maybe that s your second nature. but the thing is, youre pissing people off with that strange habit of yours. im ok with it but others arent. they were talking about you today in class. so please. im trying to save anyone i can from being talked of behind their backs. im sure you know who you are. if you smiled more maybe, people wouldnt find you weird, as they said. even if you stared. and speak clearly. articulate. i know you have that thing on your teeth but still. those withit dont have these pronunciation problems...





to that-person and the-other-person: i really think you should correct your attitude. this is my personal opinion, but i think you sound way too bossy. maybe you didnt mean to but still. im sorry i snapped back at you. i dont think you heard it though.













sheesh.

anyway.

animefans, here is another cool anime for you to swallow. Highschool of the Dead.



it s a bit ecchi, but it s cool. It reminds me of L4D. again the story revolves around people( these time students) stuck in a world where everyone else has turned into zombies due to some missile carrying the virus(i think). Those who are uninfected by the virus become zombies when they are bitten by the ones who are infected(zombies). There s quite alot of gore and blood and fighting, so i guess it s shounen. but anyway, it s cool.



Check it out. There s the manga version as well, for those of you who prefer it. but i personally think the anime is better.



picture from bolivianhandicraft.com/images/pa...44f96fce

WORLD CRISIS

OMG OMG OMFG OMFG OH MY GOD.

Do you know? Do you know?! Do YOU know that Onemanga is freakin gonna close?!

oh my god. run around. bang the wall. hear the sound.

Kamisama Hajimemashita can only ONLY be found on onemanga. And it s gonna DISAPPEAR. Every single series; every single manga, slowly vanishing... But all removed by next week.

So go, to onemanga.com for the last time and 'like' onemanga for your Facebook page.

Tomoe. Tomoe will be gone. Oh my freaky freak.

Today im gonna change:

ONEMANGA.COM FTW!!!!!~
GENERAL MOOD TODAY: FRUSTRATED. SHITTED. CRAPPED. ANGER. DESPERATION. TOTAL HEARTBREAK(AND YES, A HEARTBREAK DOES SOUND AS BAD AS IT IS)

SICK PEOPLE~

doing an eye collection. actually, it s practice anyway. But oh well. I like the yellow and blue eyes the most. Probably looks blur here. Im gonna upload to deviant when i finish LOL.


Today, my classmates are bein sick. They go onto the chat stuff where you chat with random strangers and they have talk about.... Sex. Like muffins, smd(i learnt the meaning of this today), bathing with you, scrubbing you from legs upward.... omfg. it s really sick la. and then there was this guy who wanted to send a pict of himself naked to my classmate thru email...


Oh mygod. And our schoolvision is like, "To nurture our students into ladies and leaders of tomorrow."


I'd rather shoot my foot man.

BOTHERATION

We had racial harmony day, and my class only 2 people wear(fail) whereas one sec 4 class only one or two people never wear(epic fail). School ended at 12.30, and I want my lunch. I got really depressed during math, cause someone broke my heart T.T Anyway, i'm working on chapter 2 of my manga hehe. My blog pict(the title pict???) was the cover of chapter one. I cropped off the top la. I saw Greystone this morning with Braowne nearby. They are cats LOL. what were you thinking -.-

Although I did leave spaces in chapt one where guys shouldve appeared =.= Handle them another day. Sunday was awesome :P

GENERAL MOOD TODAY: HAPPY, ENTHU, EMO, SAD, FRUSTRATED, NERVOUS.


KAMISAMA HAJIMEMASHITA FTW!!!!!!!!!~

WHAT YOU GET FROM SITTING HERE IS PEACE

Beside me, onee chan is laughing. Beside me Leanne is reading her compo s again, and peacing the computer(or pissing, i dunno) OK, so there are dancers going OH YEAH HEY! in the class, I thought some random indian was Keethan, and this weekend Im going to Changi Airport with Pris for a study group. If you wan join sms me or Pris. But remember- sole purpose is study. lol im so freaked out now.

Black Board Markers

Today was great. Though I got a flu now. During Comm Arts Prim kept me occupied with all the expensive fashion. "LOOK AT THAT HANDBAGGG!!!"
We changed seats.

Im now:
-stuck between 2 people. Theres a wall behind me and I cant get out eaisly.
-Looking at everything in a slanted view(the corner of the class)
-if I stand up suddenly I 'll hit my head against the EMERGENCY BREAK GLASS box.
-I'm 1 mile away from the nearest fan.
-I have nowhere to put my bag -they will be kicked by my neighbours.
- I cant do stuff I'm not supposed to do(e.g. use Photoshop during Science etc) because my com screen would be facing the corridor.

Hell.

Today during Math class I was like piaked on the table cause very hot ma. Then I used to my old seat 24h got one fan blowing at me somemore. Then Mr Tan(math teacher) was like are you ok?

I had fallen asleep by then, and I dont usually fall asleep in class, so I suddenly whipped and sat up straight."SIT HERE VERY HOT LA." i said. Then Mr Tan was like ya you very hot then the class started laughing. WTF?!?! My class is even sicker than New Town kay? like seriously. I have more stories of them to tell. Another time.

So i was like screaming WHAT THE HELL like 10 times out loud lol. After that the whole class kept teasing me(especially Paean[who believes she's Apollo]) I think she likes Mr Tan LOL. Those play play kinda like.

Ok, at least the teasing kept me awake.

Dozed through most of MT, paid attention to History(I LOVE HIST!)

School Ended. So i was walking down the stairs to the canteen with Chen Xi(I drag her outta class de) then as we went down I was like, sneezing like mad. About more than five times? Then I was like shit, I mightaswell sneeze into Mr tan's face.

Then he actuaallly, actually, suddenly popped out from a corner. I said out loud, speak of the Devil. Then Mr Tan gimme the lame look. Or was it the I'm gonna stare at you look. Anyway, this is how fate is. Sigh.

Tuition later. Went to library with Lourdeh yesterday, saw ZC today, carrying a black bag thingy.

GENERAL MOOD TODAY: pissed off, happy, sleepy yet awake, sick.

~HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU FTW!!!

test post.

This is the day that i die oh this is the day that i die....

OK photos for the barrage thing. I think I'll upload a little video on Stepmania so there s something you can relate to later if Im up to it. Saw ZC with his gramps today.



Bridge walk. There was this couple kissing passionately behind me so was like WTF. I walk past them they were still like mmm....hmm...nmmm

Got a bit blur. On the bridge thingy as well.

Somehow I like this pict. and the picture composition and the mood. BTW, all these photos were taken by a 2 mgpx Iphone cam.

I like the fountain. It was cool; the way the water sprouted out. The lights at the bottom gave a nice effect.

Different colour of same fountain, from a different view.

I like the lights also. Took plenty of shots for this one.

Change colour. I took pict again.

Again change colour. I take pict again.

Anddddd... Once again.

More constipated lights.

IR. I have my doubts about this thing... They built it in 4 years. Look at the structure....It like, bends? Remember Nicoll Highway...

Landscape photo.

I like this too. The way the bridge recedes into the distance. Like a Road of Forever. That s what I called it.

Took this picture while travelling in a car.

Taken under similar conditions.

OK. That s it. Today we have Science homework, and a load of tests next week. ALL CHINESE>>>like oral.

I kinda like Hitsugaya Toushirou from Bleach. Though he's kinda short, but I didn't notice that til' he stood with the rest of his... Squad?

ok. anyway let s have our usual ending.

GENERAL MOOD TODAY: DISAPPOINTED; FELT USED BY MY CLASSMATES.

~TOMOE FTW!!!~

-yeah, what you always say to me-

From Lourdy's Blogge.

1.You’re really upset, who is the first guy you go to?
Tomoe. Second is Hitsugaya Toushirou. HEHE

2. You’re really upset, who is the first girl you go to?
It's not immediately go to someone. But usually Lourdieus(lol so French), cause nowadays she replies faster than Prissu


3. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Not too much please. If not I'll have smoke constantly in my face.

4. Can you do cartwheels?
if my interpretation of cartwheels is correct, yes. :D

5. Last person you MSNed?
cant remember. everytime i log on no one there one.


6. Do you prefer to take showers in the morning or at night?
Night.

7. Have you been to New York City?
No. Bloody Hell i wan go.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Dunno. OH WAIT IT WAS my granny. heehee

9. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?
This question, I simply cannot answer


10. Would you want to change your name?
Well i like my first name. But i wish my name was more complicated. Like my classmate has this nice 'ending names'. her name is Aira Lopez Krisann Carreon. lol.

11. How many piercings do you have?
0

12. Which year has been the worst so far?
If you know me well enough, you know the answer.

13. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place?
Yes.

14. Last time you laughed really hard?
When i thought of Tomoe. NO LAH JK. cant remember =.= since Pri Sch?

15. When is your next road trip?
Far far away.

16. Where is your handphone?
Pocketto.

17. Do you know anyone by the name of Dennis?
Lame com game called Little Fighter 2.


18. Where is your pet(s) right now?
Toiletbowl. My gran flushed them down the toilet when they mati.

19. What color phone do you have?
White and Gold. Im so frickin gonna change it man the buttons fell out already.

20. What color are your eyes?
Black/Dark brown(?).

21. Does a heartbreak feel as bad as it sounds?
Depends.

22. Have you eaten popcorn in the past 48 hours?
No. I WANT POPCORN>>>>sweet n salty :D

23. What happened at 10:00 am today?
It was recess. I was eating my Gardenia Choco Bun. Then i drank mushroom soup. Happy?

24. Do you need to say anything to anyone?
No. I dunno. Well, not at the moment.

25. How do you feel?
Mentally tired. I feel this eveyday. Bernice likes Hibari =.=

26. When was the last time you cried?
Last week. For some strange reason I like to make myself cry. Sounds so wrong. Im not slashing my own wrist or anything but well... There seems to be some thing every week that can make me cry.

27. Where is your mother right now?
Umm, office?

28. What is bothering you right now?
My TPC battery flattening out. Im in school. I want to own Stepmania. Numb by Linkin Park. Too bad I could only find encore.

29. Ever seen somebody get shot?
Movies, yes.

30. When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
Uh... Few years back. Paternal one. He died of colon cancer. Maternal one in old folks home cause he cant walk.

31. Do you fight with your grandparents often?
We nag at each other. I do so because I want to irritate my Gran(maternal).

32. The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you?
Yes.

33. Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine. I sleep on a mattress. Oh well.

34. Do you think the whole day is better if you smoke pot?
WHat the hell is smoke pot

35. Do you get butterflies every time you see the one you like?
Yes? Iwont experience this feeling for another 4 years, unless I like a teacher. Which would be hell.

36. Do you get mad or discouraged when you’re wrong?
Sometimes.

37. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Yawn. Then?

38. Are you crazy?
Maybe.

39. Last thing you drank?
Water

40. How was your weekend?
Very artsy.


Saw ZC today. Again =.= Yessirday also.

The day.

Cosfest last last Sunday? I took some of the pictures on Lourdes' phone so I don feel so bad lol. If everything is she take one then I just post it on my Blog i feel a bit weird. Anway, to make it a nicer read for you, I shall add more... er... stories?


Shugo Chara. Quite elaborate la the costumes and no. of characters. This is one of my favourite cosplay picts, but personally I dont like Shugo Chara. I know people who are mad over Ikuto, which I dont see the point.



Ikuto. I think? I just realised I didnt like the costume much =.=

Blue samurai? No offense but the colour of blue theyre wearing reminds me of the patients at a hospital/ toilet cleaners.

Further view.

This guy probably couldnt really see what he was doing or which direction he was facing. So Lourdy and I were walking past him, and then he swung his sword thingy and it went whoosh past Lourdy's ears. I dont think she noticed, but i think that sword could knock her out if it hit her =.=

Again. It must be terribly hot in that metal thingy.

Poor guy. I think he bent himself in this pose for 15 mins in the sun. How's your back?

Lonely Ghost XD. I got a frontal view of it on my phone, will upload another day. He was really cute. He or it, i dunno what to call him

This guy seems rather Final Fantasy-ish. Whatever it was, he didnt bend his back in this position for such a long time.

This seems rather Rozen Maiden-ish. But I like the folds of the dress.

I like this pose. Maybe i will cut out the background cause it s ugly.
Death Note.

solo.

...

dunno what to say lol.

also dunno what to say.

FAIL(the finger, that was me cause I kanchiong take cause he changing position) I rather he dressed as Tomoe.

.... I like the blue cape?

This is my most fav. I think I took this pict, if I not wrong. The dress reminds me of melted chocolate cake though. But i think the Mona Lisa got bit anti-climax.

the guy is anti c.

...?

Masked Rider? LOL.

Shugo C again.

Mozilla Firefox(like, what cosplay is this no offence)

this drawing dam chio. the HAIR T.T

ok lah this one. i like the yellow highlights.

went to Marina Barrage on Sat, wanted to go Helix Bridge but traffic jam. Upload pict s another day. Ate dinner at Kim's Family Restaurant(Korean) and i drew on the walls because you could LOL. Manga. The head was a failure, but people were staring anyway. The most fail thing is my CGS classmate(isabelle goh) went there to eat on Sun(she isnt even a regular there) then she was like EH YOU DRAW ON THE WALL ISSIT. then i was like wth how come she know lol.

Stepmania is fun. www.stepmania.com go download! it s like Tap Tap/ Audition, but used with the arrow keys on keyboard. If ya need assistance you can contact me lol.

MOODS TODAY: WAS AWAKE, HAPPY, SATISFIED, THEN A BIT EMO AND SAD.

~TOMOE FTW~!!!

-spain, pauls and octopuses, netherlands and parakeets.-

i just wanted to be a part of them. i thought id got there, but i was wrong. youd never bother if i went along or not. you just said it for the sake of doing so. youd never wait for me, and id never actually get there. theres your world ;theres mine, and you ll only come if you ever needed me. Who the hell am i to you? why am i putting myself through so much torment because of you? fucking shit. i wish thered be this special someone who would be there to comfort me. someone who can actually make me feel ok. when friends comfort you you still feel bad in the end. why is shoujo so perfect? all of them have that special person. right now no one cares and no one truly will. utterly alone. i feel like smashing things up. i want my life to go the right way up. youve been able to make me smile so much until now, and i realise you never intended to make me happy;you needed to so that you could get closer to me and i would respond to all your stupid questions without trying to evade them. you needed to. i dont know what to say. why am i deceiving myself

im venting my frustration here. dont bother bout this entry ^.^

...

The day smells of paint. so random boh.

Eee why when posting cannot paste one. Sian later got tuition. Anyway,


The day smells like paint.




TOMOE FTW!!!~

Thursiday

these picts are a few of my pohotoshop projects(some of them partial pict). supposed to go to the bottom, but all the picts appear on top and i lazy shift =.=

My first draft of my manga character shiina. LOL dam diff right Lourdes. I know. I think this is my best piece of digital art so far heehee. its linework is neat and the colours are niceI called this Moonlight Trees. Its incomplete but i really liked the colour blending i did for the trees. those different shades of colours that you see form the colour palette that I work with. Lazy to continue. One tree took me about half and hour? LOL.

Part of a picture I completed in five minutes. This got me into the expert group in my cca. i only know got 3 levels they seperate us into, and im in the top one lol. Its a bit hard to stay in this group though cause the teacher downgrade anytime. Oneechan here also. We the only two sec ones, got a bit scary.

Yuuki from vamp knight. I gave her a total makeover la LOL. But the eyes don look Yuuki-ish. Traced, of course. Gonna give her pink hair :P

Shiina-san. My manga character from Colour Chordes(ya my blog name oso right) The face look a bit funny. I was going to submit this to Style School so I guess I shouldnt put the full pict

very rough.

LOL fail. You know, my problem with limbs -smiles- the hand still look funneh.

the flowers fail. This was supposed to be my blog title pict but WHO CARES

I took the freaking girl out of this pict and it looks so much better

Today got Home Ec. I was a bit nervous at first SIAN but in the end the teacher only give a 1 and a half hour talk on nutrients and stuff, and i fell asleep halfway. Then lesson ended.

And I actually brought this plate to school cause class chair said must bring plate. Retarded. But anyway. Cher Ting says we re probably gonna learn how to cook eggs next week, and I think I'm so gonna fail.

I WANNA GO COSFEST D:

On tues we had art. I hate it now lol yes I hate art. Me hating art doesnt seem to mix. I was the subject rep. We have an assignment on geomatrical and organic shapes. MUST PAINT LEH. I hate painting. And that assignment is like, abstract art lo. Abstract art sucks. Mr Yip gave us a talk on primary, sec, and tertiary colours and what art was(so dryyyy)

Ok so rambly. Got novel review homework to do... Next week got MATH TEST. Fail.

In the midst of creating a Tomoe theme now .

TOMOE FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!